#I just needed to vent...

[suzylind]

*sigh*

I've noticed that I've been... I haven't been in the right mind, neither in a creative mindstate or mentally.

I'm not feeling depressed or anything so no worries there. I just feel that I haven't had proper time to just be "alone" or take time for myself without feeling like being bothered (And when I say bothered, I'm refering to having IRL people around me physically, I see them and interactive with them).

Those quiet moments have been none existant for a week, and I've been running so low on energy. Not to mention physical contact that I can't stand has been increased as well, which has drained my battery in more ways than one...

I feel like I can't complete anything properly when having others around me. I start something, but then I lose all motivation and just drop everything instead.

Sorry if there hasn't been content in a bit other than singular sketches or something, but... it has just been so draining for me.

Hopefully I can get back to working on things soon.

[data-hex]

You never realize how much space a person takes up in your life until... they're not there...

*sigh*

[southpauz]

DO YOU BLEED?

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower

[hoziersong]

[hinamie]

sympathy for cain

[chatlote]

Not a moment of rest.

[problemnyatic]

executive dysfunction really is a complete fucking nightmare. all the decisions you could make, but you won't. All the things you know you should do, you want to do, but you won't. Yeah yeah we all know it's a symptom but it feels and looks like just.... deciding not to be responsible.

It's easier not to, so i guess I just won't. I promise it's not laziness, I swear. It's not me just giving up on things that affect more than just me, I swear. Maybe if I say it enough I could hope to believe it myself.

[ionomycin]

Welcome home

[spookyspeks]

Does anyone else feel like physically disabled people aren't allowed to identify with the very common and understandable thing of "nobody wants to work"

Like. "Nobody wants to work but if you're disabled you have to want to work or you must be faking. This thing everyone else feels isn't supposed to apply to you"

[lazylittledragon]

so uhhhhhhhh. not to be cryptic and bitchy on main but congratulations to everyone in my messages for like 5 months on being right i guess

[chatlote]

I just want a boring January.

[venbetta]

Comforting words from Freddy

[ducktracy]

there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love